We had a baptism at House for All Sinners and Saints last night. OK, so there are some weird things, some pain-in-the-ass things, some tiring things about being a pastor. But these are entirely over shadowed by the reality that it is an HONOR to be a pastor. I got to baptize a child last night. I am invited into the beautiful and devastating details of people's real lives. I get to be a part of the transitions and joys and sorrows in people's real lives. To be invited into this is an honor and nothing short of. My prayer every day is that I be made worthy of this calling.
Here's the sermon, based on Isaiah 55:1-9 and Psalm 63: 1-8
Ingrid,
child of God, today you begin your baptismal journey.
As
the waters of baptism still glisten on your head may you know this: You had
about the same chance of choosing your God as you had in choosing your
parents. This God has chosen
you…claimed you and named you as God’s own. It’s a wonderful mercy. A wild mystery to have a God who comes down to claim you in
water and the word.
The
promises of God are forever bound to you Ingrid. It’s what we call a “done deal” You can’t escape them. These promises will hunt you down and
bring you new life as you die and are raised to new life again and again in
your baptismal walk.
I
hope this happens for you as much as possible Ingrid; this death and new life
in baptism. I hope when you grow
up that if someone asks you “when were you saved?” You can say “Just again this
morning”. Because you have today been baptized into the death and
resurrection of the Christ. You
have been baptized into an entire life of death and re-birth which will daily
be your reality. I hope that you
grow to love metanoia – returning to God.
We call this repentance which is Greek for changing your thinking. When you begin to think that you have
the answers, when you think it’s all figured out I hope you experience metanoia…for
in the act of repentance there is the hope of new thinking, new acting, new
life which you simply don’t get when you still think you are right about
something. Don’t listen when
people say that following Christ means being right. To follow the crucified and resurrected one is to live as a
people who get to be wrong – who get to be wrong and die to our ideas our pride
our despair and be re-born to new life in Christ. I hope you are often wrong Inga …so that you might know
deeply this grace of God which makes all things new. Because the baptismal life is a life of returning.
And
all of this from water and the word of God.
I
hope in your life to come that when you encounter water - this common substance
surrounding land and comprising our bodies…I hope when you drink it in; when
you dive deep in a pool; when you wade in a stream; when you play in the rain;
that you know the wild wonder of God’s promises all around you. I hope that
water in your life be a reminder of the promises of God. Promises of new life. Promises that God is with you. Promises that there is more than this
life - and yet the eternal is always contained in the present. I hope you see
how these promises are for the restoration of all creation. When you encounter water, this most common
of substances may you be reminded of this God who is so imminent, so present as
to be the host of a meal in which you and indeed all who hunger are called. May
you see how present God is in water and bread and wine and community – the salt
of tears shed, the leaven of bread shared and the mercy of forgiveness granted.
And when you encounter water, the most
common of substances may you be reminded of a God who is also transcendent…. a
God whose ways are not your ways and thoughts are not your thoughts as to be
the Great mystery of the unknown.
I
hope in this journey you are embarking on that you go often to the words of the
fierce and uncontainable prophet Isaiah.
He will serve you well Ingrid.
today as this community gathers around your baptism we hear these words:
everyone who thirsts come to the waters and you that have no money come buy
and eat Come, buy wine and milk
without
money and without price.
2Why do you spend your money
for that which is not bread,
and
your labor for that which does not satisfy?
And
Ingrid, when you do spend your money and spend your time and spend your self on
that which does not satisfy, and trust me on this, you will…when you do, you
are still on your baptismal journey.
May you see the empty calories of consumerism and Western individualism
for what they are and turn again to your God who today has claimed you in these
waters. May you return frequently
to the abundant and free feast of the Eucharist. When you have crashed from the empty calorie sugar high of self-reliance
may you come often to this table where God offers you and all people the feast
of life. May you not neglect to
gather around the table in the community of Christ with all the other blessed
and annoying sinners and receive that which you are called to be – the very
body of Christ in this hurt and broken and beautiful world.
And
when voices other than Christ’s try to tell you your value and trust me, this
will happen, but when it does may you go to Isaiah who bids you listen so that
you might live. Listen to the Word
of God which claims you as God’s own child. Nothing else gets to tell you who
you are. Nothing.
And
when you feel as though your needs are too great. When you feel that there must be more to life than
this. When it seems like you
hunger for more justice, more meaning, more connection know that you are
right. But know also that your God
placed this need in you. And that
this hunger, this longing is actually what qualifies you to sit at the feast of
God’s table. Lean into this longing
because it is for the one who has called you beloved.
And
then go to the Psalms Ingrid….may the Psalms be your place of comfort and
lament. They have worked pretty
darn well for 4,000 years. Lean
into these songs of your ancestors.
You now stand in a long line of the faithful who have sung of their
thirst for God in the words of the Psalms.
my soul thirsts for you writes the Psalmist, my
flesh faints for you, as in a dry and weary land where there | is no
water.
My whole being | clings to you;
your
right hand | holds me fast.
My sister in Christ, may your whole being cling
to the one who has claimed you as their own. For their hand surely shall hold you fast.
And hold on. Because no doubt it’s going to be a wild ride.
Amen
Wonderful, Nadia. Thank you for reminding me that this work is indeed an honor.
Posted by: Scott | March 08, 2010 at 08:03 AM
I struggle immensely with conceiving of God, not as a menacing, judgemental and condemning character, but as merciful and loving as this baptismal blessing. Thank you for making God seem kind.
Posted by: Clare | March 08, 2010 at 12:24 PM
Yes! DeAne
Posted by: DeAne | March 08, 2010 at 01:56 PM
Some of my most exciting moments as a pastor have been at a baptism, so glad you had this one. Love the picture, how energized all of you look.
Posted by: Songbird | March 08, 2010 at 03:59 PM
This is wonderful. I was visiting with a family last night talking about how Lutherans understand baptism. I sent them this article. You captured it so beautifully.
Posted by: Keith Anderson | March 08, 2010 at 06:35 PM
Nadia--
My little family and I visited the Sunday this baptism occurred (you and I chatted about living in Eugene, OR, and you and my husband discovered you were both raised CoC). It didn't hit me until sometime later in the week that this was probably the first time I've seen a woman preside over a baptism. Along with that, this was my first time that all primary parties (baptizee, baptizer, parents, godparent) were all women. It was an awesome realization and will remain a place a poignance in my journey. Thank you for allowing us to be present (and so awesome that my kids can say they witnessed such an event for the first time in their lives at ages 4 & 5 versus age 32!).
Posted by: Ruthie | March 14, 2010 at 10:05 AM