Jesus, full of the Holy Spirit, returned from
the Jordan and was led by the Spirit in the wilderness, 2where for forty days he was
tempted by the devil.
I remember once while I was in seminary I had had a
particularly difficult day which seemed to involve the singularly most annoying
people on the planet all conspiring to make me lose it. My sister called me while I was on my
drive home and innocuously enough asked how I was doing. “Well…I think that if I believed in the
Devil I’d be pretty sure he was trying to get me to be a bitch today”
In our Gospel text for today we read of the Devil
tempting Jesus in the wilderness.
And in our post-enlightenment over-educated love affair with human
reason we have almost summarily dismissed the idea of the Devil as being simply too superstitious. I too struggle with the idea that there
may be a non-human source of evil.
There may not be a pitch fork and red horns involved, but there are forces that seek to defy God in our world. And we are exposed to enough news and
history to know there is evil –
the holocaust, child exploitation, abu graib. We know it’s there and it’s quite easily labeled “of the
Devil”
We are led to believe that temptation is a choice
between good and evil, but the thing about the temptation of Christ is that the
devil didn’t say If you are the son of God then slaughter all your enemies
in concentration camps. The devil didn’t say if you are the
son of God then torture people at will.
Most of us wouldn’t have much trouble turning down such obvious evil….but the devil said if you are the son of
God then use your privilege to indulge yourself. And when it’s put
that way I think maybe I’m uncomfortably familiar with this, that is….if I’m
willing to be honest.
Maybe the central test here is not if we can avoid
temptations, but is seeing how we’ve already succumbed to them to the extent
that we don’t even see what they are any more. If the Christian Life were but avoiding really big sin then
most of us would have arrived already. Most of us can manage without too much
difficulty to avoid murder, theft
and the like. And honestly
we could probably pull that off without too much help from God. Maybe the test for us is not in
resisting the temptation to do some big ugly evil but maybe the test is in
seeing where even the seemingly good has a dark side. And a good way to find where this might be happening is to see where are we justifying and
defending that which we desperately want to hold on to. In other words, at what point do our
indulgences become entitlements?
And at what point do entitlements become needs. And then how do these
false needs become ways to protect ourselves from the pain of being human? And
then how do these protections become such an integral part of us that we no
longer see them for what they are?
These are decidedly desert questions.
I think this is the discipline of Lent: to peel even
just the thinnest layer of this insulation away. To remove even a single numbing agent we use to insulate us
from pain or isolation or despair, to insulate us from the desert.
Years ago Barbara Brown Taylor wrote a brilliant
description of why the practice of Lent started. She proposes that when the luster of the early church wore
off and their faith had become ho-hum that “Little by little, Christians became
devoted to their comforts instead: the soft couch, the flannel sheets, the leg
of lamb roasted with rosemary. These things” Brown writes “made them feel safe
and cared for -- if not by God, then by themselves. They decided there was no contradiction
between being comfortable and being Christian, and before long it was very hard
to pick them out from the population at large. They no longer distinguished
themselves by their bold love for one another. They did not get arrested for
championing the poor. They blended in. They avoided extremes. They decided
to be nice instead of holy, and” She adds, “God moaned out loud.”
I
think she’s right. So the church
for hundreds of years has chosen to enter the desert of Lent and remove a layer
of comfort. We give things
up. We look for what we cling to
and we lay it down. It’s a curious
practice among us Christians and this practice is far from perfect. This thing of denying ourselves for 40
days of the year. We give up
chocolate or gossiping or television
or any of the other forms of anesthesia we layer around ourselves. And it’s easy to think we are doing God
a favor by all this self-denial.
Like we are gathering up a big basketful of candy bars and hours on
Facebook to give to God like some bad habit charity drive for the
Almighty. And if there is one less
snickers bar in the basket for God because I succumbed to temptation and ate it
for myself then it’s a Lent Fail.
The point isn’t that God needs our
sacrifices. The point is that we need
God.
This week in struggling with this scripture I kept
wondering what the good news was for us.
It’s comforting to think
that Jesus understands suffering and temptation. It’s comforting
to think that God had an almost disturbingly human experience. I’m just not so sure how it’s helpful. Is it helpful to me that Jesus withstood
temptation. Like Jesus did it so I
can too? That just feels grandiose and misguided.
But the point is not to think we can be Jesus and it’s
not to impress God by giving God our candy bars. The point is that we see these insulations for what they are
– namely that which we use to feel safe and cared for, as Brown says, if not by
God then by ourselves. Because that which we are constantly trying to insulate
ourselves from…the harsh desert reality we are trying to avoid through our
anesthesia of choice is actually the very place where God insists on being
present. Because the good news is
that scripture doesn’t say “The Spirit led Jesus to the Wilderness…and then
waited for him in the lobby till he came back out”.
The Spirit of God is present in the desert.
In Christ God has come to be present in the things we are trying to
avoid. So as the numbness of
self-indulgence wears off lean
into this God of the desert. This
God in whom we live and move and have our being. As even a single layer of insulation is peeled away know
that you can walk away from it because God actually loves and cares for you. It’s God’s job description. The Psalmist writes of this very desert God
I will deliver those who | cling to me;
I
will uphold them, because they | know my name.
15They will call me, and I will |
answer them;
I
will be with them in trouble; I will rescue and | honor them.
16With long life will I |
satisfy them,
and
show them | my salvation.
May we all see the salvation of God for which we long
which is always present even, or maybe especially in the wilderness. Amen
Love this sermon... too many times have i sat through a "Be like Jesus and don't get tempted sermon" and this is the antidote.
I also like that you can say "Bitch" in the sermon... one day I will have such courage...
As a living example of temptation that you didn't see coming, look to Tiger Woods apology that outlines how it was in his power that he stepped over the line thinking that he could live outside the rules.
Keep up the great work down there.
Peace from the North (Edson Alberta)
Sean
Posted by: Sean Bell | February 22, 2010 at 02:58 PM
Thank you for your desert questions.And for encouraging us to lean into this God of the desert. Once again, you've made me stop and really ponder....
Posted by: Padi | February 22, 2010 at 03:15 PM
Thanks Nadia ;)
Posted by: Désirée Quintana | February 22, 2010 at 06:52 PM
That article by BTB:
http://findarticles.com/p/articles/mi_m1058/is_n5_v115/ai_20334586/
Great sermon. Thanks.
Posted by: John Golden | February 22, 2010 at 07:37 PM
Holocaust - 6 million jews exterminated
Child exploitation - thousands abused, raped, killed
Abu Graib - terrorists forced to wear underwear on their heads, endure cold and deprived of sleep in order that life saving information can be extracted so that innocent lives can be protected from another murder plot
Sesame street - ..."one of these things does not belong here"...
Posted by: Fran | February 23, 2010 at 01:07 PM
Indulgence is only one half of it.
Posted by: Jessica | February 23, 2010 at 03:22 PM
Thanks for another great sermon. It really was worth all the effort you put into it.
Posted by: Ray Graumlich | February 23, 2010 at 04:19 PM
This is so awesome!
Posted by: Aideen | April 18, 2010 at 09:29 AM